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[29 May 2009|05:11pm]
tonight will be the last test.
its not a matter of if i give a fuck,
but by how much
how many nights will i spend in my 3ft wide haven
looking up into the heavens, only 8 ft high
i will decide how much effort i will put into the syringe
it will be a sure fire binge
but i will kick this,
i swear to god i will
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[14 May 2009|09:39am]
the daylight struck a chord
in the deeps of my soul and my belly
singing a song of change
like embryos being carried away by the wind
it gave me a fist in the ear
telling me to revert to my old self
do it right this time
a new state
anew dates
i stopped shrinking for sometime
at the caution of a crimson porcelain haven
the tune tells to trust tales taking the terms toughness through timing
a dance between the two
but a clear path, not a skewed view, a new you
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[26 Feb 2009|05:34pm]
live everyday like it's your last, they say.

tonight im going on a raping spree
if tomorrow comes
we'll grind flesh on flesh
all over again
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[16 Feb 2009|06:03pm]
wet again from trying to jump into deeps
and my fins are empty hands
and a head full of doom anchoring my plans
i held the frozen diamond tight
hoping for permanence
but here i drown in the season
the only thing that ever rings true
last season's a lie
i know cause it died
never embrace the sun, wind, water or ground
you will be just an empty sound
drown, fall, crash, burn and be swept away
just don't disappear with the day
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hero in (you) [21 Dec 2008|11:25am]
you were once my golden idol
threw time in the air
for a little piece of you
how i had hope for this nature
this cycle we live in
you brought me way high
to new skies
away from the dirt
"angel" i said
you turned your head
it was all ideal
all the time
we were immortal. once.
but you swallowed that poison
dripping out your cunt - birthing judas
left everything you once claimed
without grip
and without notice
just prayers once answered now merely
muttered words into the blackened sky
oh how much this ails me
it never fails, see
an angel with an open slit
will bleed just the same
i pray to no one.
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[13 Nov 2008|09:22am]
woke up dead again
these wings in his head
fly oh so high in the night
call him icarus once daylight strikes
once a lover and a fighter
always a fucking clutter
all he cares for are his words
cause the world has lied a lifetime
the easiest battles were always a climb
sometimes existence is the only purpose
a wheel that simply turns
perpetual light, only here to burn
he has no recollection of consciousness worth writing down
he once said, "i will find myself. this mother earth is worn out,
but i know between the cracks, i see faith in hope. i believe
i'll have a reason to embrace my sun. faith in the possibility
that my life has yet begun. im so full of hatred, im always under the gun.
but i carry all your darkness, on my shoulders a ton."

it was never a question of being
its his painting that faded when the night came
the night keeps him hoping
soon his daylight will bleed through his veins
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[24 Jul 2008|03:49am]
i've got an itch
like hounds tooth sinking through leather skin
a pop that sounds so beautiful
and crimson blood painting my mouth deep
its such an urgency
an emergency and emerging through the red sea
a serum i can barely taste
ive got to burst a bubble
let air pass out of you
for good
with those last ticking seconds
that last thud of a heartbeat
we can create the best of paintings
a mona lisa
moan you lisa
such is a special moment
at such a price
beggars have no need for currency
we are just painters running
threading through the jungle of the streets
with that alertness and new found inhumanity
how i yearn to capture that sweet emotion
just cause i need a new fucking hobby
im ready for my masterpiece
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[28 Dec 2007|10:29am]
i took life by the dick, the cunt
no discrimination here
it came pouring out
right in my fucking face
screaming "you're bred to breed,
bred to bleed,
bred to break bread,
all on your knees"
i listened
soaked it in on whim
etched in the deeps of my skin
who wants this?
you want the heat?
the tracks are set
but i got a pocket full of pennies
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[08 Dec 2007|12:52pm]
longing after spring has sprung.
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so [27 Nov 2007|04:07am]
i can just keep it up like i'm used to the taste
the fall, the desire of it all
the innards that move, they spin and they crawl
its a lie to think that a clear road ahead
and a clean species by my bed
is everything but embedded on my bed
22. calibers
and no trigger to pull
i'm plenty full
but never dull

despite what my pride may shine
the search is still on
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justfuckingnew [18 Oct 2007|03:35am]
noostufvs
noowreckcords
noohed
nukanvass
nudringck
noopoosy
noomaknee
noodhey
nufaysess
nooaughtluks
noospayce
nooshiet.

justfuckingnew.
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[11 Oct 2007|12:28am]
im on my way down down down.
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human error is never an acceptable answer [04 Oct 2007|12:23pm]
you are a credit to your species
"serpent cunt"
"whore"

simply put, you're low
so fucking low, mold deserves a chance
this is not deserving of an epic piece
just an acknowledgment
and a branding
right on your mouth:

"broken teeth, disease, and a liar."
you'd look alot better sucking the curb
cause i'll still give you all my heart and sole
right in the back of your fucking head
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[04 Oct 2007|02:04am]
holy cuntington
schoolrape
the shitty kind

she's waiting and im sitting at her foot
sleep is such a luxury

and im BROKE

fuck you OH face.
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[29 Sep 2007|04:33am]
never have i wanted to dumb myself down
just so i can be inside you.

promotions, son.
new tings
new MONEY
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shitsjokesson [28 Sep 2007|02:56am]
yezzzzzzir.
woolly mammoth
back gammon
strike a match
spread wide
pink salmon
load it up
straight cannon
crooked back
detuned Hammond
HA
shit son son son son son son son son son
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[28 Sep 2007|01:13am]
i'll give it to ya.
you are a pretty beautiful poison.
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[26 Sep 2007|02:05am]
my american wife
the palms are calling for me
fuck this city
i made a picture of whats left
its sketchy
doves turned pigeon
its what the buildings, trains, and dicks do
just keep flying
at least you're free
just keep your diseased mouth from me
city of angels, see you soon.
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music shit [24 Sep 2007|11:10pm]
im fiending
veins like a whores mouth
screaming for penetration
when its in my blood
a big fucking ego
and a big fucking dick
i need that record while im young
i need that fucking needle
ive still got an addiction
no need for medication
its not writers block
i just lost time
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[19 Sep 2007|10:51am]
nothinglastsforever
icantevenholdupforonefuckingseason
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